I am excited! :) this Labor Day weekend I get to see my friend Phil for the first time since Halloween. The first time since, in a haze of tequila we ended up in a hardcore make out session. We have talked about that night and what happened and he's even said more than once he'd like to try that again but perhaps sober this time. The complication of it though is that he's afraid that my brother would be upset if we decided to explore the possibility of us because we've all been friends for going on 9 years. I tried to assure him that my brother in all likely hood would not care, I'm not sure where he is with all this by now but I know at the time he wasn't totally convinced. When he's here this time there's a really good chance he's going to be sleeping out in my little house on my futon and I can't help but think it would be an excellent opportunity to possibly do like he suggested and try it all again but sober :) I'm excited but it also makes me anxious because frankly I've been single for more than 3 years and my outside-the-friend zone skills are a touch rusty lol
misspaperwait misspaperwait
22-25, F
Aug 19, 2014