I'm just so lethargic these days. I have never slept well and take pills every night with more in the morning to wake up. I just feel like my body could stop and drop at any moment. I'm not sure if I'm sleepy deprived tired or mentally dead or perhaps all of the above. It's like I have no energy what so ever regardless of what I do. I'm sitting her drinking a Mountain Dew, took caffine pills and had tea and still I could just drop right now. I'm pretty sure if I didn't think about it I'd stop breathing because that's even too much energy...

yeah let's sum up this pathetic story


mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
36-40, F
3 Responses Feb 11, 2009

Burning the candle at too many ends these days and having trouble adjusting.... KWIM

Pills to go to sleep, pills to wake you up, sounds like too many pills. Sometime it seems like damned if you do, damned if you don't.

OMG SHUT UP DORK! I so love you and you know you can call me ANYTIME day or night. We need a drink darlin'... wanna hit the beach soon? We can stay at the usual place and drink till we can't feel anymore. <br />
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Smooches! I so love you!