I have been trying to find a forum or blog site for the last three hours and now that I finally found one I feel is legit, I am exhausted from all the typing and reading! I will check in later, but I just wanted to say that I have a ton of stuff going on in my life. The number 1 thing would have to be living with Chronic Pancreatitis. I was diagnosed in May of 2012, but before that time, I had a total of 13 acute attacks all within five years and the length for all the hospitalizations for the acute attacks were at LEAST seven days. My longest stay was 18 days.

I am a 33 year old female. My diagnosis's are: Alcoholism, Drug addiction, Anorexia, Bulimia, Self-Mutalization, Major Depressive Disorder Recurrent, Severe Anxiety, PTSD (from emotional, physical, and Sexual Abuse), Endometriosis, Seizures, Fatty Liver, Insulin Dependent Diabetic, Chronic Gastritis, and Chronic Pancreatitis...and a few other minor ones. What I hope to get out of this forum is not only a chance to really be heard and understood, but be here for others who feel the same as I do. I am truly blessed because I have a very supportive family, but when I am in pain, physical or emotional, most of the time I put on a facade because it kills me to see them hurting. I feel like I have caused so so so many problems throughout the years, that they deserve a break. Well, I have a lot more to say, but I really need some good friends who I can relate to and I hope, if you're reading this, that you will friend me.

Thanks for listening,
angelsammy2012 angelsammy2012
36-40, F
Aug 31, 2014