However I Am The Most Confident

Listen I am really facing some difficult situations right now
The Human Side of Me. I feel that it is bad that I cannot get anything done I need to do.
Everything! Takes Money, you cannot do anything asking for service that is free
Things are piling up my money is so short it went like a wild fire jumping a ditch.
My insurance for health care has left me with all these 20% to pay everywhere.
I have a fixed income that is just not enough, how can you get in the hole when you dont owe?
I am in the hole and I didnt owe a thing!
I am trying to make ends meet but when I put one end down to pick up another the other end moves.
I sure dont have people I can borrow and those I do I want because I hate to borrow
it is only right to pay back and seems like when you borrow it makes it that much worse if I borrow $60.00 and get $100.00
that leaves only40! Forty dollars aint nothing high as stuff is suppose I get $30. of that in gas? That leaves $10. Not even lunch money.
The Spiritual Side of Me. Hey! I have the VICTORY!!!!!!!!!
{Psalm 34:1 I will bless the Lord at all times: his praise shall continually be in my mouth.}
I know God is going to fix it for me. It doesn't matter how difficult it may be.
God has promised me because I serve him I have benefits. God will work it all out for me. I waited patiently for the Lord and he inclined unto me, and heard my cry. He brought me up out of a horrible pit (these are my situations I face)out of the miry clay (I cannot do anything for myself. Its like I am stuck in clay) and set my feet upon a rock, (AHH! This is my delieverance promise) and established my goings. ( This means that he God will fix it for me get everything in order where I will be able to do what ever I need to do) Psalm 40:1 &2
God is going to take care of me because I serve him. I belong to God just as he provide for the fowlers of the air and the little sparrows? Surely if God takes care of animals he will take care of me. I am so confident that even if things are past due and interest is added God has the power to wipe the bill cling out of exsist and the people say " Oh thats a mistake its not due yet!" God has done this for me plenty of times because I TRUSTED HIM and didnt worry my self I remained calm and rested my mind in his promises(WORD)
God has made me over look.I have had bills due I knew they were do and I trying hard to get the money thinking Lord my insurance due and if it lapse im up the creek and so on! Get to the place and God has worked it out. " O your insurance is actually not due for another 10 days but if you like you can pay it now" And I be needing the money bad. God has done some awesome little things that meant more to me than big things did. Because he is a faithful God! Did you think one minute when my situations get like now I stop praising him? NO WAY I look for more ways to praise him like tonight they have a voluteer prayer service at church guess who will try to be the first one? ME! (LOL) sure will not only that I will go to Bible Study tomorrow to and give my testimony of how wonderful God is and not even mention my situations and dance and sing and greet everyone I see and smile and say encouraging words and they will NEVER know I am struggling so much ! Wow this is awesome!!!!!!!!!!! You cannot beat God no matter how you try! I told God this morning "God I rather be broke and as can be! And have you and wait on you for whatever you see fit to do for me whenever you get ready! Verses Having money out hanging with friend so called do this and that meaningless! And not have you! I know without a dout I am FAR! BETTER on God's side than the world. What shall it profit me to have it all here die and go to "Hell Forever!" I want to go to Heaven! And see this God I have been serving and recieve this crown of life He has promised me and all that Believe! I am the most confident I walk not after the flesh and earthly accumilations but I walk after the Holy Spirit and do mind the Spiritual things!
Babeondwy Babeondwy
41-45, F
1 Response May 21, 2012

wow...i can sense your great faith reading true this..your faith just inspired my faith to rise higher in believing the promise he made in his word..<br />
thanks for sharing this.<br />
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For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.Rom 8:!8