I really don't know what to do with my life.
I had a major emotional breakdown just a couple of weeks ago. I went to the hospital and everything because I was completely ready to kill myself.Fortunately after my discussion with the doctor, I realized that F-this. They just want my money(I felt that they were so fake.) and stupid counseling isn't gonna do s*!t. My best friend has been getting treatment for a long time now and it hasn't helped her. In fact, it has made her worse.But she is trying to deal with it again.
I just hate life right now.I'm failing my classes and I really don't want to do anything anymore. I can't do anything.I'm tired.