* My Story & Advice . .

Me and my boyfriend have been together for 6 months strong. This may not seem like a long time, but it just so happens to be mine and his longest relationship. Its a funny how we met eachother tho. I first met him when I was 15, and he was 16, and I was at a party my sisters friend was having, and my boyfriend was my sisters friends boyfriends cousin(confusing right?) Anyways, at the time, I was dating a guy that was much older than me (he was 20) but that quickly changed after that night. I ended up meeting him, and i liked him since then. Since that night, we didn't see eachother much but it just so happens my sister ended up dating her friends boyfriend that had that party so I seen him once in a while. I still had strong feelings for him. My sister and her boyfriend were having drinks at there house, and it just so happens I knew he'd be there and he asked me to go. So I did, and we ended up getting very close to the point where he actually asked me out. Since we were drinking, I didnt take it very seriously the next day but I guess he was just as serious as I was and since then we have been in sync. We became very close since then, I spent my whole summer vacation with him, and I see him any chance I get. He became my best friend, my rock. I grew to love him in a way I never knew I could feel about someone. I never fell in love before and it was exciting yet frusterating at the same time. If you're in love, you'd know what id mean. Insecurities, doubts, ect. Its a huge mess of feelings and thoughts but if I could help anyone out i'd tell you to try your best not to think like that. If hes as serious as you, he tells you, you know but you're thoughts are making you unsure, its probably all in your head. I know, I had doubts but guys actually don't like girls so insecure about themselves. They like girls independant, and confident. Love is quite a beautiful thing, and if you have it, don't let it go over something silly like that. You'll miss it so much once its gone and you'll be regretting everything you wish you could have done. Hold on to the one you love, lifes to short! Love, Laugh, Live :) Thanks for reading!!!
xokay xokay
18-21, F
Nov 26, 2012