I Am Fascinated By Racism
Its More About Social Equality In Pockets Rather Then Race
By:
IceEntice
Written on January 19th, 2013
but if it gets down to race ... then its about placing those disadvantaged ahead in some way... but how do you do that and make everyone happy?
I have been disadvantaged all my life living in run down old rented houses and in poverty... so when something good came along everyone threw rotten tomatos at me rather then being happy for me that for once something good came my way ...
I was always pushed to the back of the class ... the back of the line for romance based on things that were an illusion... I bet if some people came to live where I am a few nights they would wake up and see that this is not paradise I live in... however I am grateful to have a roof over my head, but I put it to the knockers and the smug people who choose to critisise me come and live on the pension and in my old house and see how it really is !!!
even now I am pushed to the back ... there is always an excuse of why I am not good enough for the job or the guy or the friend or the place or the course... I have given up worrying about being a lonely old pensioner on the street ... if god chooses that for me I will bear it like I have bared so many abuses ...
race is only half the issue... I am not into black skin I confess... half and halves maybe but not sure... but not negro it just is not my romantic thing. I just hate seeing these other cultures walking over us ...
I hate seeing people in my own race beating each other down ... and I hate not getting ahead in a career or romance or friendships...
but that is the story of my life...
I just had a short time of looking like I had it all when infact I did not.... we are all on sickness or aged pensions here so anything we have we have to save and plan for... I have to plan for holiday like OS about 3 or 6 years ahead ... unlike working people... I have never earnt big money and I am sick of having nothing.. never getting ahead ...trying to find work and money and struggle through college etc facing child abuse and rape and mental illness and everywhere I go people tell me I am not good enough for anything and all people want to do is compete compete compete... and win at any cost and I don't fit into that mental retardation approach...
I hate these races walking over me when I have been just too nice and they take advantage of my politeness .. WELL NO MORE MR NICE GUY THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DISCRIMINATION IS EVERYWHERE SO WHAT! BLACK PEOPLE ARE NOT PERFECT AND THE WAYS OF THE WORLD 20 AND 30 YEARS AGO WHERE BETTER!
I have been disadvantaged all my life living in run down old rented houses and in poverty... so when something good came along everyone threw rotten tomatos at me rather then being happy for me that for once something good came my way ...
I was always pushed to the back of the class ... the back of the line for romance ba
even now I am pushed to the back ... there is always an excuse of why I am not good enough for the job or the guy or the friend or the place or the course... I have given up worrying about being a lonely old pensioner on the street ... if god chooses that for me I will bear it like I have bared so many abuses ...
race is only half the issue... I am not into black skin I confess... half and halves maybe but not sure... but not negro it just is not my romantic thing. I just hate seeing these other cultures walking over us ...
I hate seeing people in my own race beating each other down ... and I hate not getting ahead in a career or romance or friendships...
but that is the story of my life...
I just had a short time of looking like I had it all when infact I did not.... we are all on sickness or aged pensions here so anything we have we have to save and plan for... I have to plan for holiday like OS about 3 or 6 years ahead ... unlike working people... I have never earnt big money and I am sick of having nothing.. never getting ahead ...trying to find work and money and struggle through college etc facing child abuse and rape and mental illness and everywhere I go people tell me I am not good enough for anything and all people want to do is compete compete compete... and win at any cost and I don't fit into that mental retardation approach...
I hate these races walking over me when I have been just too nice and they take advantage of my politeness .. WELL NO MORE MR NICE GUY THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DISCRIMINATION IS EVERYWHERE SO WHAT! BLACK PEOPLE ARE NOT PERFECT AND THE WAYS OF THE WORLD 20 AND 30 YEARS AGO WHERE BETTER!
By:
IceEntice
Age:
36-40
,
Female
