At My End!!!!!

I'm 35 years old and I'm at my END. Recently I've gained so much weight that I'm afraid of having a heart attack. I've always been on the heavy side (18-20) but I've blown up to 34-36 over 6 years. Yesterday I went to a gastric seminar and OMG I let them weigh me and I wanted to just die. I'm 466!!!! WTF is right. I cried all night I can't believe I let myself get this BIG! I thought about killing myself last night but them I remembered my son wouldn't get my life insurance. I feel like a loser that I'm telling my story on some fat girl help website but I realize that I NEED HELP!
PrettyPhat PrettyPhat
31-35
Dec 6, 2012