I Am Afraid My Weight Will Cause Me Never To Have A Boyfriend And Get In The Way Of My Success

I originate from a country where everyone is skinny. This is no exaggeration. They are bad at sports but EVERYONE is skinny so mostly all my family members are skinny, or have been at one point in their life. I, on the other hand, have NEVER known what is like to be skinny and maybe never will.

I don't live in my country of origin, I live in the US but face the same fears everyday. I am afraid that I will never end up with the guy I want because there will always be that girl who has the qualities I do but is skinnier. I don't know exactly why, but men always put emphasis on weight, something I have struggled with my whole life. I am not extremely fat, I am just on the heavier side of normal but I don't want to settle for less because of my weight. It is HORRIBLE and I HATE IT!!!!! Whenever I lose a few pounds, two nights of a little overeating (even if I do some pushups or situps after I realize my mistake), and it is BACK. UGHGHGHGHGHGH. I CAN"T STAND IT, WHAT WILL I DOOOOOOOOO. I DON"T WANT TO EXERCISE UNTIL I FEEL FAINT ANYMORE. I am around 5'7-5'8 and on heavy days I am 150. Less than a week ago I weighed myself and was under 143 pounds, because of variant circumstances (does not have to do with specific weight/diet routine) that I cant repeat. Tonight I am over 148, almost over 149. This is disgusting. I HATE IT. I HATE IT!!!!!!! Help.

hayliegreen hayliegreen
18-21, F
5 Responses Feb 22, 2010

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I agree its completely difficult to lose weight epspecially if you love food and don't have money. It sucks. You shouldn't try to accept things if your not healthy.

I agree with Morrighan

honey, you'll find the perfect man some day. I'm not happy with my weight, I'll admit I'm very overweight and always have been. I'm working to change that - but it isn't about the way you look. You don't want a man who is that shallow. There are GOOD men out there. I'm engaged to a wonderful man who thinks I'm beautiful just the way I am, whether I lose 200 lbs or gain 200 more. Don't worry about your weight just because of how others look at you and NEVER give up hope.

Wow - my "experience"/crazy rant is really scary. Talk about mood swings.