I Am Hillary.Ok. Here it goes.
I am Hillary. I am 15. I am 5’4” and I weigh 130lbs. Yep, that’s the truth. 130. Now, before you go yelling that I’m a liar and ‘why would you do this to me? I thought we were friends!’, let me explain.
Congratulations, you have all been subjects in the fabulous experiment I prepared. Don’t worry; I won’t use this information for anything other than mine and Alison’s own knowledge. Oh yeah, she’s in on it, too. You see, it all started when I was at the gym. One of the TVs was playing Dr. Oz, and it looked rather interesting, so I plugged my headphones in. Today’s episode was a special: The Fattest Women in America. I thought to myself as I ran on the treadmill, “why would anybody want to be that huge?” I have never been the skinniest, nor do I actually care, and focused more on my actual health (being raised vegan makes it a lot easier) so I was blown away at the thought of actually wanting to put my life on the line because something tasted good or maybe I didn’t feel like working out that day (please keep in mind I actually don’t work out every day and do have a social life, but you get the picture.) Then she said it. The blonde one in the pink shirt. “Pleasure”. She and her curvy companions explained the concept of feederism, stuffing, weight gain, Bigcuties.com, and fat sex. It was so…. Interesting!
I really wanted to see what it was like, so I decided to conduct a little experiment. That’s where you lot come in. I Googled “weight gain for pleasure” or something along those lines, and was given a link to a story on this website. I saw all you people and decided that this is how I’d do it. EP was the easiest way. I could become one of you and fit in while still being completely anonymous. Thanks to my acting classes, it was easy to construct a believable character. Instead of my usual self, I became the ditzy and naïve little Hillary.
A lot of things I said were truth. I am 15 and a freshman in high school. I did have my computer taken away for failing biology. I really was anorexic when I was younger and I really did sneak into the kitchen at night after my 13th birthday to eat cake. Some things weren’t true, obviously, the gaining. None of the pictures were of me. I got them all from Google. And I’m not really Christian, I’m Atheist, but that’s beside the point, really.
Anyways, to really get a feel for what it was like, Ali and I got together one weekend and stuffed together, the whole weekend. We both put on about 10 pounds each and, are sad to say, we’re sorry. We just don’t feel the same way you do. We felt kinda gross with the extra weight and promptly lost it. But that doesn’t mean we think of you as gross people! If you find pleasure with fat, that’s totally cool! You keep feeling that way because those are your thoughts and opinions! If you want to become the fattest person in the world or at least the fattest person in your family, GO FOR IT! Just because I prefer to read cheesy romance novels and watch Doctor Who doesn’t mean I don’t think your opinion is any less important!
The results of this experiment were unlike I had imagined. I thought you would help me “gain” and give me advice and everything would be fine and dandy, and while some of this went exactly as planned, a lot of the results surprised me. I guess my mom was right when she said that the internet was full of creeps. Even though I had repeatedly mentioned that I was only 15 and still a minor, many of you really pushed some boundaries. I got countless phone numbers, Skype names, and email addresses all offering me “a good time” and some people relentlessly begged for things in return. Some of it was sickening!
Anyways, I guess this is goodbye. On this account, at least. If you want to keep in touch with the real Hillary, you can add me on my real EP account, SlothsNeedLoveToo. I’m so so so sorry to anybody who feels violated or lied to. I swear, I will never repeat any of the things you said to anybody. This was just for fun and I hope you all enjoyed it as much as I did. Goodbye everybody.
FatLuvvinGurl 70+, F 12 Responses 0 Dec 10, 2012