I Am Feeling Amused Today

Somedays I can wake up and my ex has this control over me.....................and I just feels so down and out with life and other days like today it amuses me all the antics and lies he has got up to.

Like today, if I ever saw him or heard from him the whole love affair would be something I would just have to laugh about. I dont know if I am having a day where I have just lost the plot or its a sign.............................like a half way sign, where I can say I am over you.

When I feel like this, I just feel stronger inside.........................like I have control and nothing can break me down, I can take on the world and my ex too...................wonder how long this is going to last?