Just When I Think I Got My Life Figured Out

I've been in a low low place for a few weeks and can't shake it. And I am getting really tired of feeling like i have no motivation or drive and just exist. I got to work, i go to the gym and i go home. Actually work is the only thing that keeps me sane because i can dive in and get lost in my job. There are so many things that are affecting me right now and maybe it's just all to much? Hell, I can't even figure out what I want in life right now. All I can think about is getting to the next day. People see me as happy and always cracking jokes, but inside I'm just dead.
Hikingguy Hikingguy
46-50, M
1 Response Dec 4, 2012

Been there done that.I can remember 18 hour shifts just to keep from thinking.But it will pass.Keeping busy helps,but dont burn Your self out.As You know being in the outdoors helps a lot.

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