I am losing my husband. Ever since we miscarried in May we as a couple haven't been the same. We`ve been trying to conceive since January and I feel like he`s starting to resent me. He used to wake me up every morning before work to give me a kiss and have a good day, then come home and immediately ask how my day was and want to love on me for about ten minutes before hopping in the shower. Then when we would get ready for bed and 8 times out of 10 make love. Now its like if I wake up I get to see him before work, I have to ask him to hug or kiss me, and since I have a severe kidney infection we cant make love and he`s getting mad at me for it. My husband no longer likes the way I look and so I am currently trying to sell my belongings for the money to change my hair and wardrobe. As much as I know it is wrong and he should love me as I am, he`s been my best friend for 5 years and now my husband. I catch him watching **** when if I am not physically in the same room as him even if it is in the same apartment because our communication lacks that much. I feel guilty because now I am starting to have dreams of other guys flirting with me, and there other guys that either he knows and have showed interest but yet I obviously have turned down, or my exs. I DO NOT want any other man but my husband but I feel so heartbroken and lost. Someone please help..
Gonzales96 Gonzales96
18-21, F
Aug 17, 2014