Hello all,

I'm gonna be blunt. My depression is killing me, and nobody around me could care less. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I'm smoking about 4x as much as usual. And I'm starting to think it may not be worth the trouble anymore.

My mother works two jobs, she's stressed and depressed herself. So the way she deals with it is to vent on me or tell me I'm weak for not being able to carry on through my depression. So that's that.
My brother, similarly depressed and a victim of PTSD, uses me as a crutch for his problems. Hey, it's the least I can do, right?
My boyfriend has been alternating between ignoring me and flat-out rejecting my advances since school started. Which I can understand, I wouldn't want to waste time on me either..

How long will I have to suffer with this **** before suicide is justified? A week? A month? A year? Because it's not going to go away, it hasn't for 5 years now; and I can't hold out much longer.
MissDoomNGloom MissDoomNGloom
Aug 20, 2014