Right Now

I have been depressed for 6 months.

I have not left the house or hung out with friends. I don't answer my phone. I don't even check my Myspace or Facebook or email anymore. Basically I am so negative and miserable that all I do is mope around the house or write depressive stories on EP. I need help but there is no one or nothing to help. I am unemployed with no insurance so I cannot afford therapy or meds, and I have no car and no place to go if my girlfriend decides she's had enough. I can't rely on my family and I have lost all of my friends by pushing them away. There is nothing they could do anyway.

I'm literally ready to have a breakdown here and nobody knows except this site.

SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
36-40, F
Mar 10, 2010