Never A Good Time To Share How I Feel

So overwhelmed. I keep everything inside because there is never a right time to talk to anyone. I need to let a lot out and I cant because my moms bday is coming up and my grandparents are staying with me my mom and dad soon. I push everything aside so that I dont ruin any upcoming events for my family. I talk to my friends about it sometimes but I need to let my family know whats going on with me. Im very depressed and I dont know what to do.
26-30, F
Oct 8, 2012