Some days ago, while I was studying Italian, my mom noticed and told me to do something useful like to study for IELTS (an English exam). I asked my dad to break open the box containing the materials(we lost the key), and he didn't bother. So, I felt very down and started learning Japanese to cheer up. I don't know why exactly...(may be because I had left it at halfway a long time ago). And I'm so, so in interested in human anatomy and physiology, and I started studying that too. In fact, I was juggling Japanese and Human Body last day, and I felt so, so relaxed and goooood.That was the best day in my recent few years!
Then, yesterday, my aunt called and advised me to study Italian. And I planned to study Italian when I want to take a break or, when I feel like it.And I'm NOT feeling like to study Italian. I'm so entranced by Japanese and like it just better than Italian.
Now, I'm feeling guilty.I'm feeling guilty because I'm wasting my time, being confused. I'm not in a mood to do any thing. I tried to read, I can't. I'm so restless. I don't know what to do.I don't feel like doing anything.I want my all days to be like yesterday. :(
BridaPaulo BridaPaulo
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Aug 23, 2014