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I guess it's because I'm a sucker and fall way to easy... maybe so needy a soul that I jump right in with my entire heart and care way too much. Not just in love but in everything I do. I tackle each new thing with the most joy, love and pride and get wrapped up way to easily and then BOOM I am shot down a fool once again.

*heavy sigh* such is life

mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 2, 2008

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Oh no! I think you are wonderful - and just need to readjust your filter on this one. <br />
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Look at what you wrote: 'You jump in with my entire heart and care too much ..' that takes a wonderful, caring, considerate and compassionate person to do this -- also someone who is very strong. It takes courage to lead with your heart and not your head sometimes. <br />
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Now - I am way too chicken to lead with my heart. Would I love to do this?? Most definitely -- I am constantly looking for that passion in life, but I've locked my heart up, and I don't anymore -- I don't jump in with my heart. My damn head gets in the way!!!! <br />
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And - if your heart's approach is not working, then you can always go back in with your head .... <br />
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So don't be hard on yourself -- consider yourself lucky and blessed. For all of these wonderful experiences that you have had, even if they were not right, have shaped who you are. <br />
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I believe that everything and everyone comes into your life for a reason -- the hard part is discovering why!!!

I'm once again becoming a prisoner in my own home. Came out for a while but I miss the security of it... sad when your own best friend has a conversation with your answering machine because you can't get up the strength to speak w/o tears... uuhhgg

MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU. YOU CAN LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST WITHOUT YOUR HEART BEING ON YOUR SLEEVE. I, TOO, WAS ONCE LIKE YOU. WE LOVE FIERCELY AND THAT'S A TREASURE THAT MUST BE GUARDED. KEEPING YOUR DISTANCE IS SAFE AND SMART. YOU CAN'T GIVE JUST ANYBODY YOUR HEART. I AM A LOT HAPPIER NOW SINCE I'VE LEARNED TO KEEP MY BARRIERS UP UNTIL I AM TOTALLY CONVINCED THAT I CAN TRUST A PERSON, TO A CERTAIN EXTENT. WHATEVER YOU DECIDE TO DO, GOOD LUCK TO YOU!

MSP, putting your whole self into whatever you do does not make you a fool... It just makes you vunerable. But not doing so would make you overly cautious and prevent you from really living life to the fullest. I am the same way, girl. Hugs.