Finally!

I am free!

Like legit and fully free from my boyfriend! We are no longer together!

I am it's sad how we broke up cause he cheated on me with two other girls and I flipped out. But I thought about it afterward and finally I'm free. I finally free from that negative energy. I'm finally able to move on and live the life that I've wanted to. I'm been in his clutches from 2 years! 2 years of my life wasted with a guy that wasn't even being truthful with me. And I'm finally away from it all. I'm finally able to see my life in a different way. I broke up with him yesterday and I can already feel the clouds opening up and the sun shining on me. It feels wonderful. I feel like I was reborn. I just felt so wonderfully happy.

I think I don't really feel too much hurt because I'm so pissed. And the fact that I've dealt with this kind of stuff for the past 2 years. That it doesn't really have too much of an affect on me. I've cried too many tears because of him. I've done wayyy too many bad things because of him. I've felt so much guilt because of him and finally I'm able to let go of it all and just be myself no matter what. I thought he was my everything, but I'm glad he wasn't. I didn't need him to be around all the time to make myself feel useful. And I always used to think that. But now I don't.

I've found the light at the end of the tunnel. And I am so proud to see it :D

xXPsychochic56 xXPsychochic56
18-21, F
Mar 14, 2010