What's Hidden Behind My Friendly Smile.

I smile, smile at everyone passing by.
They have no clue that I'm terrified.
Terrified of them walking up to me.
I wouldn't know what to say.
I'd turn beat red, and look at the ground.
Shy, so very shy.
Hiding away in fear of someone actually knowing me.
I'd rather spend my time alone.
Social anxiety gets the best of me.
Being shy makes it even worse.
You'd have no clue, that you are the very being I'm terrified of.
I wear that smile so boldly, my safety net.
ashlynnx ashlynnx
26-30, F
Jul 17, 2010