The Shy Me

In my childhood and teen years, I was the most shy girl. Because of my shyness, I lack self-confidence, I couldn't stand still in a stage, and teary. I always covered my mouth with the handkerchief everytime my classmates talked to me, and a stranger or even my relatives. I easily blushed.  But I was very friendly and smiling only that I was too shy to talk to people and infront of the crowd most especially. But those people who knew me best and my closest, I joked and laughed with them comfortably without hesitation, my shyness shrugged off infront of them. Now that I'm a grown up, I still have that shyness within me, but is diminishing unlike my yester years, I was totally shy.