I'll Just Sit In The Back And Cry

i think i'm gonna go see it, the musical. the one that i joined for love and quit for love. the one that i regret quitting everyday, but i know i had no other choice. i was left no other choice. i really don't like rachel all that much, she always has to talk about it. and i just don't want to hear bout it. i don't want to hear how nervous she is, i don't care. when she was talking to ashley one day it some how came up that i quit(i was standing there and they talked bout me as if i wasn't as they always do) and she was like"well it wasn't a big part anyway, it wasn't important" i just don't get why she needs to dentigrate me on a daily basis. i just don't like ppl all that much.

 

i'm not going to go to ball, i'm going to be sad at home instead, maybe cry a little, prolly alot. i have so many regrets. falling for her is my biggest. how could someone be so heartless? :( i believed. i trully believed. i thought i was gonna be happy. i was happy, i mean, i didn't think my happiness was going to be ripped away as it was. this was supposed to be a good year :( better than last year :( ...............................its not. its not at all,

 

"why live life from dream to dream................and dread the day when dreaming ends"

 

i'm gonna sit in the back. i'm gonna sit in the back and cry

deadlove deadlove
18-21, M
1 Response Feb 27, 2010

i didn't........i couldn't go.........I didn't go to the musical....i didn't go to ball..............i didn't have the courage, the strength.........i'm just weak.........I'm weak and i cry.......that's how she knew she didn't want me............