I Know I Want This. But I'm Afraid To Take The First Step.For as long as I can remember I have liked girls. I was always a tomboy when I was little. When I was 14 I came out as a lesbian.
I am now twenty. I still identify as female though, that is not how I feel. I have the most beautiful girlfriend and we have been together for two years. I have talked with her about this twice she goes back and forth on the issue. One moment she's like "yeah, you would be a sexy guy, I support you." and the next moment she's like "I don't want to be with a guy, I don't want to see you go through this."
She's bisexual so......??? I don't know my major issue is wanting to do this but being afraid of losing Amy (my girlfriend)
I want to marry that girl some day. I've already told my mom and she says she supports me and will always love me.
I hate having boobs lol I want top surgery so bad. I even want it more than starting T.
I hate when I'm having sex with my girlfriend and facing the fact that I can't go "inside" her.
I still have long hair and everything. I want to cut it. I'm just afraid... despite how much I want this.
I've always been jelous of my little brother because he was born a boy. I knew I should have been a boy too.
lol I don't know what went wrong. I hate all of the gender rolse society places on people.
VonMoose 18-21, M 4 Responses 3 Sep 3, 2010