I've Known I Was Male Ever Since I Was a Little Boy
I was born Ashley. As a child I always identified with my male friends and didn't have any problems until I was 10 and learned the difference between boys and girls. It wasn't until high school that I started having doubts about my gender ex
I have always been interested in medical procedures and psychological conditions, and SRS surgery and Gender Dysphoria always interested me. I never thought anything of it until one day I flipped on the tv and saw a man who said he was born female. I looked back on my life at all the times my friends joked with me about "You're my best guy friend," or "I think you'd make a great dad," and how I had felt so proud when people said these things to me. I realized I was Ftm.
I told a few of my friends, and even one of my friend's parents, and they are cool with it, they just worry about me going under the knife. My mom is a different story. She outright asked me "What? Do wanna be a guy or something?" I have never been able to lie to her and told her the truth. She is infuriated. She has told me that I might as well be dead. Although I love my parents very dearly, transitioning is something I need to do. I have two jobs and am saving up for transportation and a place to live.
Since I lack the funds to begin my physical transition, I have done a few inexpensive things to help with passing. I got a haircut the eccencuates my masculine hairline, I bind my rather large breasts, I voice stretch everyday, and take 100mg of DHEA everyday. So far I am passing quite well.