I Go By Extremes

I am always perplexed by my contradictions, they send me in two directions at the same time, sort invalidating both and making both feel wrong.

 

I'd really like to buy a house but I don't want to get stuck in a lifestyle.

I want to have sex in fantasy but in reality I don't want to sleep with someone I don't love.

I feel like I want to fight or protest about something but I don't feel strongly enough about anything.

I love the company of people but need to have alone time.

I think that materialism is a waste of time and will never make me happy but I am still drawn into anyway!

I come across as being uber cconfident but wonder if this is to compensate for deep rooted insecurities!

 

Its like the thinking and feeling part me are in competition and leaves me not knowing which way to go!

eelarc eelarc
26-30, F
4 Responses Feb 13, 2010

I'm a libra too, it must be that in built diplomacy!

I'm a walking contradiction as well... While I cannot offer any wise things to say, I can understand a bit of this since I sort of am going through this as well. I don't like the feeling of being torn in multiple -often clashing- directions, but I guess that's where the Libra in me goes really active.<br />
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Thanks for sharing this... =)

Thank you happy67. Its nice to know that I am not alone. But that does not make it any less frustrating, however, I accept that it is part of the human condition!

What did he say?