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Will I Find Something Like That Again?

So I felt in love with the perfect guy.. and we were together for 2 1/2 years. But he was younger (19) and I'm 22 the thing is that he was a closet case, I met him online everything was perfect til he wanted to start meeting other guys, having gay friends is realy healthy but he got confused, he said he wanted to party, to enjoy life, to find out what have he been mising.. I work and I was saving money so that we can live together but now he breaked up with me and changed all that we had for partying... My dreams are broken, my heart is aching and all I wonder is if I ever gonna find someone who doesn't think I worth less than a good party :(
davitokun1441 davitokun1441 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 7, 2011

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My boyfriend of 3 yrs broke up with me a few months ago and it is hard. He already was feeling the way your boyfriend was but also felt he needed to travel, experience life. I was 24, he was 20 about to turn 21. I was ready for commitment and turned out he wasn't yet. He cheated on me in Nov and I later found out he cheated on me a year into our relationship. Maybe its better you ended it now....before anything else happens. <br />
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YOU WILL find someone else. I searched for 4 months, was def gonna give up on all gay guys...because it seems most just want sex....over a 4 month period i talked to (this will sound bad) about 10 people...all of them wanted a relationship but didnt have the balls to follow through...JUST KNOW TO STAND UP FOR YOURSELF AND DONT SETTLE FOR LESS. I didnt, and know I'm dating an amazing Marine that actually cares for me...HE WILL COME..DONT GIVE UP! JUST BE CAREFUL AND DONT SETTLE!

It's hard when you date someone that has been in the closet and repressing things because this is a hazard of that.. If he wants to party then that's his choice, but he's the one that's losing out on the most, trading someone who loves him for the empty party life. Someone will come along that will love you, and not be into the "scene" and the partying.

I hope that someone comes, cuz right now it feels like I'm never finding someone again :(