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13 Years Old And Gay

WELL I AM 13 YEARS OLD AND IN MIDDLE SCHOOL AND ABOUT 95% OF THE ATHLETIC TEAM PICKS ON ME AND CALLS ME GAY AND A BISEXUAL *****. THE CALL ME ****** AND AS  WELL AS ANY OTHER NAMES THEY CAN THINK OF. I TRY TO IGNORE BUT THEY DO IT IN FRONT OF WHOEVER AND IT IS HIGHLY EMBARASSING BECAUSE THEY DO IT IN THE CLASSROOMS, IN FRONT OF THE COACHES, IN ATHLETICS AND EVEN DURING PASSING PERIODS SO I AM HIGHLY EMBARASSED AND HUMILIATED. A GIRL NAMED VANESSA KIRKLAND POSTED A VIDEO ON FACEBOOK OF ME DRESSING UP LIKE A GIRL AND DANCING. THIS IS THE REASON I HAVE TO CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP EVERY SINGLE NIGHT WHILE CUTTING MYSELF AND THE GUYS THAT I LIKE ON THE ATHLETICS TEAM DOESN'T LIKE ME  AND THEY PICK ON ME AND ACT LIKE I AM A CONTAGEOUS DISEASE AND NEVER WANT TO BE AROUND ME. I NEVER YELL AT THEM OR PICK ON THEM BUT ASK THEM CONSISTENTLY WITH MY LOWEST VOICE TO STOP. THEY ARE THE REASON WHY I QUIT BASKETBALL BECAUSE I COULD NOT STAND BEING BULLIED ABOUT MY SEXUALITY ANYMORE. NOT EVEN MY BROTHER XAVIER LIKES ME. HE KNOWS THAT I AM GAY SO HE BULLIES ME SLAPS ME, PUSHES + PUTS ME DOWN, DOESN'T LIKE ME, AND TELLS ALL OF HIS FRIENDS ABOUT ME CONSIDERING WE GO TO THE SAME SCHOOL TOGETHER. I QUIT ATHLETICS AND BASKETBALL. I DONT WANT TO TELL AN ADULT BECAUSE I AM SCARED TO BUT I HAVE DIABETES AND THE DOCTOR TOLD ME IT IS ALSO IMPORTANT THAT I KEEP MY BLOOD PRESSURE LOW BUT THAT IS TOO HARD. I ALMOST THOUGHT ABOUT STABBING MYSELF IN THE HEART ONE TIME IN THE BATHROOM AT SCHOOL RIGHT BEFORE ATHLETICS PERIOD. I NEED ADVICE BEFORE I CUT MYSELF IN THE WRONG PLACE AND BLEED TO DEATH. MAYBE IT WOULD BE BETTER IF I WERE GONE INSTEAD.
symphonialemody symphonialemody 13-15, M 48 Responses Jan 20, 2012

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I have been there not as severely and all I can do is advise you not to do anything you would regret I would love to find someone like you but I am in the same compromising position chin up someone loves you

If you want to talk just message me

You shouldn't let these dicks do this to you. Also, don't cut your self because of this, it's honestly not worth it. I know how you feel, being called gay as you grow up is just a normal day to day thing, but. When you are gay, it makes the whole matter a lot more serious, a lot more. Not sure if you know or not but bullying is against the law and so police are able to get involved. Tell your parents then your parents will hopefully tell your teacher. I'm 13 years of age just like you. I'm not in the same position as you but I still know how this must feel. Please, just get in contact with me, come on skype. If you don't own a skype then make one. Ill talk to you ona daily basis and hopefully make you feel a lot better.
PS: you could move school if you wish and. Self harm won't make this matter ANY better, don't do it. My skype name is indabowl add me please, this matter is very serious...
From Kyle,

Dude don't cut yourself please!! I'm 12 years old I'll be 13 this year. Never take your own life. I'm not gay but I know it's hard for you man. You need to tell someone an adult your parent anyone. Don't listen to those son of a *******!! They're just trying to make you cry. If I knew how to keep in touch I would definitely be your friend gay or not. Please don't take your own life and tell someone about this. Remember what I said don't listen to those douche **** just ignore them. It may be hard but do it for me and all the other people who care about you. The best of luck to ya.

THAT REALLY KILLED ME ;( I HOPE YOU'LL REALIZE THAT IT IS JUST A PART OF GAY LIFE OF GROWING UP YOU HAVE TO STAY STRONG AND NEVER LET THEM PUT YOU DOWN.
WISHING THE BEST FOR YOU :(

No it wouldnt be better. You would give them ******** the satisfaction of knowing they could do that to someone else. You should tell your coach. And if cant put a stop to it tell someone else. Thats how I grew up. That was long time ago. You have to tell your mom or dad that your being picked on. Kick your brother in the nuts next time. At least you no you done something. Cutting thats a cry for help. Let someone help you. Say something. Stay strong. If you need to talk im here.

Please dont kill your self the world needs you. You may not think so but we need you to be strong and prove tht you are better than that every one loves you even me cuz i go thru the same thing and we can be strong together sincerely, 13year-old girl

hey.please PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!! for your wellness and yourself TELL SOMEBODY..THIS HAS TO STOP!!!! AND STOP NOW!!!! INSTEAD OF SAYING IT IN A LOW VOICE!! YELL IT IN THE LOUDEST VOICE YOU CAN!!!! I KNOW THAT IT IS EASY FOE ME TO SIT HERE AND SAY THIS FROM BEHIND A COMPUTER SCREEN.BUT YOU HAVE TO DO IT AND PLEASE!!! STOP CUTTING YOURSELF OR EVEN THINKING ABOUT KILLING YOURSELF...DONT!!!!!!!!!!!! LET THEM WIN....... GOOD LUCK TO YOU..POST AGAIN LET US KNOW HOWS IT GOING...

I am so deeply sorry this is happening and not a thing has been done about it dude , i feel exactley what your saying because i was jn your exact place. every day was a struggle . Do not let them win symphoniale. Do not give them the power . All of that is happening for a reason unfortunately, you gotta fight , till the end no matter what. You will be so strong after all of that is over , I assure you. Keep your head tall, be who you are no matter what. **** all of them, and I know that's not going to take all of those mean vicious people away, but you can overcome any obstacle if you put your mind too it . Rise above , someway, somehow . I would tell a teacher , or at least the principle mabey? Nobody should have to suffer like that man, nobody. Cutting yourself in the wrong place would be the wrong thing to do, it allows them to win, don't give them that. Stay strong my friend, just know you are not alone in all of this. And if you need someone to talk to my door is always open, even though we do not know each other .

Don't think like that. Stick up for yourself and hold your ground. I know violence is not the answer but if I were you, I would puch them all away. Anyway, just know that there are others out there just like you. I'm in middle school and I just came out as bi this year to my close friends and not all of them were really pleased with it. P.S. If you ever get the chance, tell your brother that I think he should go **** himself. Btw remember me as nims and know that you got a supporter right here.

Just ignore them they're being mean you can be gay if you want to don't give a damn of what they say

Don't cut your self don't give a **** what they say they can all go **** them selfs your better than don't let them get to you will yeah hope the best

Don't cut your self about it, Im gay and everyone knows and takes the Mick but I don't let it get me down, even when my mates call me names as a joke. What you need to do is stand up to these bullies and say... Yes I'm gay get over it and jog the **** on, and if you dont want to tell an adult then that's fine. I live in the uk and if you ever want to get in touch add me on Facebook. My name Is Bren Kendall

Im gay in middle school but im in the closet but everybody still calls me gay and picks on me.so i thought to myself im i so important to them that they have to take time out thier day just to call me gay,but i never let that got to me because i had someone to talk to,so dont kill yourself go to someone you trust very much and talk about it cause it helps trust me

Im 13 and gay but in the closet. It will get better. Seriously, its not going to be like in a romcom but how could you kill yourself wondering what would've happened tomorow?

Dont. Ok. You can make it through this. Im gay but im in the closet. I literally cried while i was reading this. Your better than them. One day that perfect guy will walk into your life and you guys will be happy. If you even need to talk kik me @greg_cali

Bro I fell you im in middle school and im gay nd most people ar just homophobic picks.
If you want I could give you my email?

You can talk to me at this # I can help you (903) 488-7670

I have the same exact problem. Just go see the counselor. That's what I did and it helped so much, I know it's hard to admit it but it really helps. One time I felt like drinking bleach and my mom cought me and I went and saw the counselor every Wednesday for three months. For one time in my life I'm actually falling to sleep without having to cry myselfe to sleep.

Don't hurt yourself anymore! If I were you I would tell a teacher or princepal. Try talking to your school guidance counselor. They can help you. I'm in the same sitiutation as you. Mine was really bad that it caused me to be homeschooled and that could be an alternative if you keep being bullied at school. Keep your head high, and everything will be okay. Hope my answer helped you.

You should act like it doesn't bother you and eventually they'll stop or it won't bother you anymore. It my be hard to do, but it doesn't sound, to me, like you have any other choice. also I suggest that you find other people to talk to about this. people who can help you through this. Some people post videos on youtube, and while you will get some negative feedback you'll also get alot of positive feedback from people that have most likely been through the same. Also don't harm yourself, because that means that you're letting them win. You don't want them to win, do you? Lift your head up high and and be proud of who you are. And NEVER let fear control you.

Man bro, your story is so sad. I cant believe what i just read. But dont worry about it bro, those douche bags are just jellous because they cant have a boy like you. And most of the time the reason for bullying is because they dont have a good life themselves and something similar is probably goin on in their lives as well. Dont hurt yourself over that nonsence man. There is absolutely nothing wrong with being gay or bisexual. Hell im gay myself, and dont give a damn what anybody thinks about it. Keep your head high bro, dont let the bullying get to ya. Be proud to be who you and and dont let anything get you down :)

Please don't do that because I'm gay like you and that won't help. People at my school are creatures who would actually take a pencil and cut/stab you when in class. I'm 13 and I'm gay. I even had to go to the hospital a few times. Just ask for help from people. If you need help, just ask me or other people :)

dont give up it will get better i promise been there myself you have a good life waiting for you its just round the corner x x

Don't think that you need to kill yourself. People bully me in school because I'm gay, but when I told an Adult, the others started to stop because the counsler at my school started to help me out. The others are bullying you because they were bullied themselves. So tell someone, before you lose your mind.

Don't listen to people who are out of order to you they are just divs and I am 13 and gay I know how u fill I moved school 10 time and went to hospital about 155 time because I always self harmed myself don't do what I did just text me on 07592929511 or BBm 27d71f1d xx

I'm 13 and gay to. But I'm not bullied. They do make fun of me sometimes.. But you REALLY NEED TO TELL SOMEONE! If you don't you will make me so sad, even that I don't know you!

me to bro.

RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DONT WALK AND TELL SOMEBODY WHATS HAPPENING!!!!PLEASE!!!!! PLEASE DO THIS!!!!SOMEBODY AT SCHOOL TEACHER COUNSLER!!!!YOUR PARENTS PLEASE TELL SOMEBODY WHAT IS HAPPENING!!!!!NOW!!!DON'T WAIT ANOTHER DAY!!!ANOTHER SECOND!!!!!! TELL SOMEBODY AND EVEN IF IT DOES COME OUT ABOUT YOUR SEXUALLITY....THIS MUST STOP!!!!!!! AND YOU HAVE TO TAKE THE FIRST STEP!!!!!!!!! YOU HAVE TO BE BOLD AND STOP THIS!!!!! NOW!!!!!!! P L E A S E !!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T KILL YOURSELF!!!!IF YOU DO YOUR ONLY LETTING EVERYBODY ELSE WIN....THE BEST THING FOR TO DO IS GO ON LIVEING AND RUB IT IN THERE FACES!!!!!!!!PLEASE TELL SOMEBODY WHAT IS HAPPENING YOUR HAPPYNESS DEPENDS ON IT..YOUR FUTURE DEPENDS ON IT....TELL SOMEBODY!!!!!!! NOW!!!!!!!!!!!

Poor guy! Please don't hurt yourself. Try to make friends who are gay or people would support you. Making friends isn't that hard. Try just by smiling and a waving your hand. Most of all- NEVER LOSE HOPE. We are with you.

I'm gay and 13 too....wanna meet up? I suffer too so I can relate

Hey buddy please stop hurting yourself cause its not going to make anything better, trust me. I know your life is tough but you cant give up on it. I know what your going through cause I have been in that situation before. I have already tried to take my life countless of times but I am glad I have not. trust me suicide is not the answer all it does is cause pain for your family & true friends. I went to a funeral last year for this kid who killed himself & there was hundreds of people there crying their eyes out. That was a wake up call for me, to see how many people actually missed him now that he is gone. If you take your own life your just going to make the people that you love & love you hurt. If you need someone to talk to feel free to add me buddy. Just remember "what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger" so in the end you will come out stronger than those who pushed you around. Keep your head & :)