Under The Stars With JohnnyA few days ago, Katie and I decided to have a nice day to ourselves. She invited her friend Johnny out with us. We decided to see Magic Mike, Katie and I got there first, Johnny was running late.
We met him out side and Katie and Johnny had a smoke as I played with my BlackBerry. Right away I was interested in Johnny...he was tall, funny, really cute and when he took of his sunglasses....he had those piercing blue eyes. We all went in to watch the movie, Johnny sat in between us. I was thinking how is he even enjoying this movie it about strippers...male strippers. I assumed he was straight due to his mannerisms, however at some point he leaned in and asked "So do you have a boyfriend?" I shook my head "no" and smiled on the inside. After our movie we sat and had coffee, talked, laughed, people watched. Then we all decided to go play a round of mini golf. Whenever we sat down to wait for the people ahead of us to put their ball, his knee would always graze mine and visa versa. We all ended up back at my house watching tv on my bed.
It was cute, out of the corner of my eye is hand kept inching toward me and it stopped right in the middle of us. I then placed my hand on his and that was it. The connection was instant. It has now been a couple of days and Johnny has been over, we laughed, shared stories, talked about our hopes, dreams and fears. I poured my heart out to this kid and he just listens. It is so easy to talk him, and he is such a great listener. We have kissed and made out, but he makes sure I'm comfortable and never presses me to do more unless I want to.
After Johnny got off work today he came to my house to swim due to the California sun pounding down across the state. We shared our kiss in the water, swam, got dinner. At night I made us some coffee, got my iPod and we went out to the hammock. We sat their, our fingers interlocked as well as our lips. I couldn't believe it had only been a few days but our connection was growing.
Where this will go, I don't know...I would love for him to be my first boyfriend. For once I feel like someone genuinely likes me. Everything that doesn't make sense about me, makes sense when I'm with him. As I said, I don't know where this will go, where we will end up. I enjoy being with him whenever I can. I couldn't be happier.