Is finding love with another guy possible? Yes, it is. But when am I going to be lucky enough to find it? I turned 21 earlier this year and came to the realization that I've never had a relationship. Is it me? Is it the fact that whenever I go out I lose my confidence and become nervous? Whenever I'm put into a social spotlight, I do well. I enjoy meeting others. Put me into a room of other gays, I choke. My best friend always seems to have someone interested in her. And now, she's possibly found the one. I am filled with so much optimism, that I believe my special someone is out there. But where? When will I meet them? When will I have a chance to finally connect, or attempt to connect with someone?