Love Possible?

i didn't have a relation my entire life even more i never had someone to call me so im very much like u

I too felt uncomfortable in a room full of gay guys. I had the same problem as you meeting men and met my firs bf online I was 21. My next two bf's I met while performing as Rocky in a local production of rocky horror. But the one that has lasted I met in 2004 I was 24 and we are still together today. We met at an antique shop I frequented where his aunts worked they had known me for a while and had been telling him about me and after he started working there I saw him and thought he was cute but I was too nervous to talk to him. I left the store and his aunt told him I was probably on my way to amother store owned by the same company so he called over there and we talked and agreed to meet and this december will be our seventh year together. Well the moral of the story is you might not be looking for love when you find it and it may not be where you expect to find it either good luck there is still plenty of time to find someone.

It's probably because you feel comfortable around other gay men you will know you are in a good relationship when you find someone you can be comfortable with and vice versa as well as enjoy their company. and just becasue you have never been in a relationship doesn't mean there is anything wrong with you. Nothing good comes from rushing into a relationship just because you want to be in a relationship.

you should stay optimistic. I dreamed about having a relationship with another guy and it actually happened. I could not believe it. It was euphoric. I hope you find that for yourself. It will come when you least expect it.

You'll find someone!!!