Recent Events, My Life Today: Part 2

Sunday, July 1, 2012 cont...

8:49am~ Told ya I had to wake up early. I had to move my car and since it's so close to the time that I have to get up to get ready for work, I've decided to stay up. Sleep wasn't so bad but I could've done a lot better. So I'm up and about to listen to Pinback. I'm taking this journal thing a bit seriously. I guess I'll periodically update this entry today. About to brush my teeth...

2:17pm~ At work on my lunch break sitting with Shayna. I'm extremely tired. I shouldn't have stayed up all night. Today started off rough. Edward was here and he just annoyed the **** outta me. Then he turns around ******* when I give him attitude. I'm just waiting for him to go home. I have to go back to work now. I took a tad bit too long on my break. Maybe later on I'll take a 15. I'll write more then...

10:03pm~ At my mother's house talking to her about her problems. I'm really tired and not in the mood for this. Cookie is right next to me. My mother thinks that Cookie has Nana's lips. Apparently Nana was on steroids when I was younger but my mother isn't telling me what for though. I have to get ready to bring them to Walgreens. After that I'm going straight home then I'll finish my entire entry...

11:02pm~ Finally home after a long day at work. Guess what, guys? You get the full version of my day now! This is what I was waiting for all day. I was actually excited to get home and just write my heart out. Right now I'm listening to Mandatory Psycho-Freakout. So I went to dunkin donuts this morning and got myself an iced coffee.. it tasted marvelous and creamy and sugary the way I like it. When I'm at work, I find myself counting down the hours until Tony comes in of he works that day. His presence excites me. Anyway I went to work and I knew that since Edward was there he was going to get on my case about the instant credits and I really wanted Tim to stand up for me and say that I worked my *** off the night before getting a lot in. Does he defend me? No! Of course not. That would be asking for too much. So anyway I ignore Edward until the end of his shift and continue on with my day. Sometimes (like today), I actually enjoy working with Ice. I had a lot of nice guests that did their completions with me and were happy with what they had gotten. When people stand to the side and decline the other cashiers because they're waiting for me, it really makes me feel special. If I get no other joy in life, what I do have is my bonds with my guests. I'm not sure if it's my imagination and even if it isn't, I wonder if it's even a good thing, that Tony stares at me a lot. Like he stares at me from his department, even right in front of my face he did and when I tried to look at him, he looked away. I really hope he likes me. I'm hoping that he can be my prince charming. I'm so eager for romance that it hurts. I'm really tired and all this typing is slowing my phone down a tad bit. I'm gonna take a quick break and get back to typing in a minute.

11:37pm~ Now I'm listening to Dear Erica. Still thinking about Tony, but I have to tell you about Lenni! He's the new kid in BOH. He is just so damn adorable. Omg that man is a looker! I wish I had trained him on register but I probably would've had a hard-on the whole time. Anyways, every time in see h, he has a beautiful smile on his face. He just makes me happy to see him. Today he actually spoke to me. I found out he's married and has 2 kids though. Yuck! Now let's get into this discussion about my mother. She asked me to go to the store for her which is normal and I told her I would go before I left for home. And I actually did go to the store for her. I really hate doing her favors. I loaned her $400 back in February that I still haven't seen and she's late on her payment for the phone bill. I really don't understand what the problem is. I understand she has bills but she can never keep her promises to me. I swear she's just doing **** to make my life miserable. I really want to move away and cut all ties like I did with Stacey and Melinda and Allison. I have no desire to speak to these people. I'm moving forward with my life and I have no time for fake people and bullshit.
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Sep 7, 2012