My Sad Recognition

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't? Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't? You fall deeper with each passing day, But try to hide it in every possible way. They're only a friend, and nothing else...That's the lie you keeping telling yourself. But deep inside, you're falling. You get engulfed with butterflies when meeting eyes, But keep reminding yourself it isn't right. You pretend that you don't care. It's not right. How much longer can you pretend? Keep lying that they're just a friend... Maybe my feelings can never show. Perhaps it's wrong for you to know. Our friendship, or what ever you want to call it can't be risked over this, So my wish for this is to be nonexistent.
brianrey brianrey
18-21, M
3 Responses Nov 27, 2012

know how you feel. it just sort of happened to me without me knowing untill it was too late. did everything i could to stay away from him but we were friends and hung out alot. He would text me just when i was thinking about him, or come over unexpected... but thank god its over, were back to the way we were.

I definetely know what you're talking about. Just started getting over a close friend that I've been in love with for two years.

From my experience, you'll have to find someone that'll give you the push to face the fact that that person might never actually like you back. Or you could figure it out yourself, like I did.

Good luck in whatever you do, I wish you the best :)

This happened to me and is hard to let go when someone that can't be with you tell you they don't want to loose you as a friend.and they talk to you everyday and you know that inside you you love him but you are not allowed to talk about love w him since everything turn into friendship it really hurts that you whant the pain to disappeared really bad