Am I Gay?

ok so a brief history, when i was 18 i lived in spain and i kissed a guy....then for years nothing, now i love women and find them so sexy but about 9 months ago i went to a party and ended up giving this guy a *******, ever since then ive fantasised about sucking **** and having sex with men, infact its the only thing that turns me on! heres the strange thing though i dont find men sexually attractive, just the thought of sucking **** and havin someone screw me up the arse turns me on so much, im so confused!! please help
ChamRed ChamRed
26-30, M
Dec 9, 2012