My Gay Lover Was Shot And I Was Also Shot And Near The Door Of Death

THIS HAPPENED OCTOBER 2 2012 IN A HOME INVASION IN THE DOMINICAN REPUBLIC,HE WAS MY FIRST LOVE AND WE WERE TOGETHER FROM JUNE 3 1973 I THIS BEAUTIFUL VICTORIAN HOME THAT WE BOTH RESTORED,WE HAD A GOOD LIFE FROM THE TIME WE WERE KIDS AND NEVER HAD A PROBLEM BUT TODAY I AM ALONE WITH MEMORIES OF THIS VICTORIAN HOME AND THE HOME IN THE DOMINICAN REPUBLIC.I CRY EACH DAY EVEN THOUGH I GO TO SEE A THERAPIST AND THE SLEEPING PILLS DO NOT WORK.I FEEL THAT I SHOULD HAVE DIED ALONGSIDE RALPh.I FEEL LIKE I AM DYING DAY BY DAY BUT I KNOW RALPH WANTS ME TO BE STRONG AND NOT WEAK.I WANT TO BE STRONG AND FACE THE KILLER IN THE COURTS ,I MUST GO BACK AND FACE THAT KILLER AGAIN,I HAVE TO BE STRONG.BUT IT IS NOT EASY AND I WANT TO VISIT OUR HOME WHERE WE WERE BOTH SHOT>I FEEL HIS SPIRIT IS AND I WILL SLEEP IN THAT SAME ROOM WHERE HE WAS SHOT AND DIED IN MY ARMS AND I WAS ALMOST DEAD BUT THE MEDICS KEPT ME ALIVE.I HAVE TO FIND A REASON WHY I AM HERE?IF ANYONE READS THIS AND FEELS MY TRAGEDY PLEASE WRITE TO ME,I NEED SOME HELP WITH SOMEONE WHO HAD A SIMILAR SITUATION.MY TEARS ACCOMPANY THIS EMAIL >THANKS FOR READING ABOUT MY SORROW AND PAIN STASZU
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2 Responses Jan 7, 2013

THANKS FOR RESPONDING STANLRU@VERIZON.NET MY POST MY GASY LOVER WAS SHOTAND I WAS ALSO SHOTAND NEAR THE DOOR OF DEATH

OMG . u make me cry . is it true u never gonna forget the one u loved even after 4 months . I can feel ur pain but at the same time I can't imagine it . I also cry everyday afraid to face the day that i'm going to lose the one i loved . it's almost impossible to imagine . I hope if i could do something to help u .

THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO.I SUFFER ALONE AND I CRY EVERY DAY .TAKE CARE OF WHAT YOU HAVE AND TREASURE WHAT YOU HAVE.I HOPE I GET STRONGER WITH BUT NOW IT IS SO HARD FOR ME.I HAVE A THERAPIST AND HE IS HELPING ME BUT HE SAID IT WILL TAKE A LONG TIME.THANKS FOR WRITING

ITRY TO STAY STRONG BUT I CRY EVERY NIGHT WHEN I GO TO SLEEP .I STILL SLEEP IN THE SAME BED THAT WE SHARED