I Can Do Anything For Him ...

First of all I m not from West and you can think how much good english i can speak/write ....
So my Story starts from here
I think its 1 or 2 years ago, we met , his name was Ravi , he was a cute looking guy and I m one year older than him , i fall in love with him not because of his cute looks but because his way of behaving and how he manage things and best of thing i never seen anyone as helpful as him , i think don't knew that i liked him and i did everything to seduce him , i always put my hands around his neck and the best thing i like is i always jokingly touch his pen.is haha... we both walked lonely roads and talked bout random things everyday and ONE DAY...
He fell in love with a girl , who is the sister my classmate who is also a girl ...
And one day when we were roaming on the roads he told me , at that time i really felt like someone stabbed my heart and he asked me do i hook up with that girl ? my Exact words are "I DON'T KNOW BOUT THIS THIS IS YOUR CHOICE... " and he surprisingly looked at me (coz i always helped him in choosing things and decision) and i again said that , he said that ok ,
After sometime i thought this will end in sometime he again goes single and i was wrong and their relationship was going good and they both were understanding both of'em and at those night i even couldn't sleep for an hour and i was constantly crying for hour and hours
One day an idea banged up in my head
I told my classmate(who is the sister of Ravi's GF) and she hates Ravi i knew that coz they met before and something bad happened between'em ,So we both planned to do misunderstanding between them and we were suceeding but they both had good understanding between them and i saw him with her in the park i saw the love of Ravi for that girl after that i told my classmate to stop this and she asked why did i m stopping this, i said " Just don't ask , he'll make your sister happy for the whole life i gurantee " And i really feel for him but i can't told him that i m gay coz in my society being gay is a taboo and i think he'll never be happy with me like this
And now i don't see him like that in the past i used to see , and i don't talked to him very much , if he asked something i answer that after that i goes silent
And in the last i m a li'l disappointed from him coz i thought he'll see my pain but he can't and because of that my likeness for him is decreasing
Dreck007 Dreck007
18-21, M
1 Response Jan 16, 2013

in Asian..coming out will result in you being bullied by the society and your peers.....hence people are frightened and decide not to... and as per your friend... he just think about you as a friend...so for the sake of the friendship be there...