Final BreakI'd been married for 30 years when our marriage finally hit the skids.
It had become a loveless, sexless relationship and had been that way for a while. When you give your love and get nothing in return, you eventually "run dry".My daughter noted the fact that there was no love even for her and that really hurt as I love her dearly. The one consoling fact was that she said she survived on the unconditional love that I gave her, unknowingly fulfilling the role of both mother and father, giving both nurturing love and support.
It was a strange marriage as partners are supposed to share most everything, their fantasies and dreams. We shared nothing except the same bed and house.
After two years apart I am finally applying for a divorce.
I've finally met my soulmate and have discovered how much I have missed out on.