I've been married for 13 years. Most of them rocky and filled with angry words. The thing is, I always thought we would fight through. I didn't realize how much I truly loved her until she told me she wanted a divorce. She has pushed me hard and fast to sign and file immediately. She is in love with someone currently in prison for murder, 25 years remaining. It infuriates me that this murder is worth more than I am. We have 2 daughters 11 and 13. I have messed up my relationship with my oldest and currently getting counseling. I want my wife, I love her. She still has sex with me on occasion, and it makes me feel like we will be together again, but am afraid I am just filling the void until she marries this prisoner, waits her 3 years and gets conjugal visits.