Is This Real??

So as of tomorrow, my husband and I, of 9 years, will be splitting up.  We've decided to just seperate until our heads are more clear about divorce or not, which I think for the most part, it will end in divorce. 

Yes, I'm the one who wanted it for many reasons, if you've read my last stories, you'd know a bit more about me.  I'm just starting to miss him already and know I shouldn't but of course, it's only normal.  I feel as though we worked so hard while together only to have it end up like this.  I sold my sweet dog and now he's having to do the same to his because he's gonna be moving in temporarily with his brothers in a small apartment until he can get on his own two feet.  As for me, I'm moving in with my brother and gonna be taking over a little room, both me and my 6 year old daughter will.

It's just sad to see how our family is tearing apart but was it really together any way?

I guess the good thing is that I finally can do some soul searching and get to know myself more!  I'll  miss him and it's gonna be so different and so hard to function without him, but maybe that's how it was any way all along.  Who knows!

CaliGirl637 CaliGirl637
22-25, F
1 Response Mar 20, 2009

mY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOUR FAMILY.MY DAUGHTER IS THINKING OF SEPARATEING FROM HERS OF 40 YEARS,SHE WAS GOING TO DIVORCE WHEN HER DAUGHTER WAS 2,CHANGED HER MIND AND STUCK IT OUT,SURE,SHE HAD GOOD YEARS BUT (FROM WHAT SHE TELL`S ME) A LOT OF TEARS AND YELLING ALONG THE WAY,YOU ARE YOUNG AND HAVE A LIFETIME AHEAD,SHE IS 60 AND JUST PRAYING SHE CAN DO THE RIGHT THING.I AM SENDING UP FERVENT PRAYERS FOR YOU ALL.DRY YOUR TEARS AND THINK AND PRAY ABOUT IT.SHE IS A CATHOLIC AND A PRIEST TOLD HER THAT GOD WANTS HER (AND YOU,AND YOUR HUSBAND) TO BE HAPPY.