Counting Down the Months Now

But because I just moved out of state I have to now wait 6 months from when I got here in order to get paperwork started(I finally have the money to do it) which will be July.  Blah.  Its been over officially for 2 years but yet I still held out hope for so long.  I'm glad I took the time to go back to "me" I had rushed from one relationship to that marriage and I think this will make for a much healthier relationship next.  I have learned a lot in the last 3 years and certainly feel a little different.  

For long time I missed it all.  More so the day to day life than actually "him".  I've finally allowed myself to forgive him and myself for letting it get to this and I'm just ready to move on.  We get along for our daughter's sake.

shuttermagic shuttermagic
36-40, F
3 Responses Mar 26, 2009

Thank you both. :)

thank you for sharing. I hope EP has helped you get this off your chest. I agree and like very much what trails has said. She sounds very wise. I WISH YOU THE VERY BEST...DD

You know what after reading your story,just the way you so carefully choose your words.I see so much of beauty and love and concern for all three involved in this life time change.<br />
I doubt you will do wonderful,I feel sorry for him,he is loosing someone so good.<br />
Make sure the next time you find that person that is heavens best.I wish you much happiness in all you are going to go through and your future,By now!