Just Wanting to Take a Breath.
I thought I knew him...We were married for 16 years, have 2 little girls. I don't know this man and he scares me and my girls.
He had a breakdown 2 years ago...I tried to help him for almost a year then he turned on us. believed I was stealing from him and turning the girls away from him. But he also believed the FBI was watching him as well. Told me he was having intrusive thoughts. I became very scared and asked him to get help or he would have to leave...In the end he left but without hurting us all. Now he comes around the house at 3am banging on the house, calling the house and not saying anything...No one believes us...Need proof. He's a doctor...I am just his wife....I have a court date on Monday...Hopefully someone will hear me...I don't know this man anymore....He is trying to fight this in every way possible...I have been trying to end this for two years now...Trying harder to make my girls laugh everyday and make them feel safe.
What happen to my strength...I use to be so strong and very confident in myself...now I only get small periods of these strengths I use to have...As for my confidences I still some of that coming back...just wish I had them now....