I Am Stupid Because I Let Him Back In...

....and now I believe he is going to discard me again which is so hurtful and humiliating.  I was in such a bad place last Oct when he did it the last time and I do not want to go through that again, but I can feel it looming.  How could he do this to me again???  After looking me in the eye and promising he could never do that again.  I am dreading tomorrow when I have to face reality.  It's not fair.  How am I going to get through it this time?  I am losing the will... :-(
meltedcheese meltedcheese
26-30, F
Jul 14, 2010