I Gave Up

After 16 years battling chronic depression, hospitalizations, psychiatric hospitals, therapists, psychiatrists, I just gave up. I cant bear these feelings anymore, it's just too much to carry. I dont function, I stayed at home all day lying in my bed staring the ceilling wondering how could it be if I were dead. I am getting worse, psychosis and becoming aggressive, there's no way out for me except suicide which I am planning...
rikkbb rikkbb
26-30, M
1 Response Dec 13, 2012

oh hun thats not the way to go i have been there big hugs