As If Nothing Had Changed......................

She walked right in as if nothing had changed. She was talking to the little one when I entered the room. She seemed very happy. Disappeared in the bathroom for quite some time. Emerged and was ready to take the little one and go. A little small talk about upcoming events. Told me someone who I didn't know was going to watch the children in my house on friday, I told her that I did not feel comfortable with someone I didn't know in the house. No reply. Walked the little one out to the car with small talk going on between us. Stuck my head in the car to give my little one a kiss and she was still talking to me with a smile on her face. As I looked into her eyes, they were gleaming just like the smile on her face. The things she has put me through with this divorce should have hardened me. Yet, I still speak to her sweetly. This woman who has broken my heart and continues to do so...................still has my heart.............