i am going through a hard time right now . my mother died ten years in feb 24. i cant stand my father , and i had a hard time walking or getting out of bed . i cant hear verywell and have a hard time seeing sometimes . when E raises her voice it hurts my ears . i am so stressed out by little stuff . if i get something checked out . it will cost money . i am already in debt . i am scared of losing the car. i just wish that one day of my life i could walk right or talk right or hell remember something . some people in my life not E they treat me like i am disabled and i don't want to be . i am scared of everything . i am afraid that walking down the stairs at work i will fall down and break my head open . all becuase of my legs and arm strength .