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I Am Going Through a Horrible Breakup

I Wanna Him Back So Bad, Even I Know He Is A Jerk!

By: wwcapy
Written on February 20th, 2013
He ended our 11 month relationship, it was 4month ago, I am felling better, but every day was a meaningless day. I took care of myself well, but I lost my soul. After two months no contact, We got hang out last Sunday. We kissed and hugged each other like what we always did when we are still dating. That Sunday afternoon was the only day I fell was colorful and happy day since we broke up. I really wanna him back. I know no contact role is the only way can help me healing. But, I don't know how long the healing process take. I can't handle any longer . I just wanna him back.
By: wwcapy
Age: 22-25 , Female
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  • rs73
    rs73

    Hello. It sounds to me by your words that you want how you felt back, not the person who was making you feel it. There are many people out there that can make you feel how you do when you are with him. Right now he is the only one who is giving it to you. This is confusing the reality of the situation. You are happy at the moment just not being sad. He was the instrument of your sadness by leaving you and now he's back it seems like it's all gone away and you want it to remain that way. You were on the path of becoming a stronger person when he left and you were learning a valuable life lesson. How to be ok on your own. Don't give in to taking the easy road. The person who should be making you feel good is yourself so continue to work through the heartache and pain and take a lesson from the experience that will help you in the future. It will be worth it in the long run.

    Feb 21
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  • BlueMatter
    BlueMatter

    I know you're hurting, I've been there. You feel hopeless, shiftless and miserable. Everything seems to remind you of that person. For me, it took months to get over my Ex. I used every resource available to me in that effort. I went to online communities for solace, and I read books on coping with the lost of a relationship. It wasn't easy, but each day the heartache and pain in my chest seemed to lessen. I slowly came out of my cave. For you, if he ended it, ask yourself this question; "if he loved me, why would he turn away from me?" Why would he let you go? When you feel weak, and you want to contact him, ask yourself those questions. It gets better with time.

    Feb 21
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