Written on February 20th, 2013
He ended our 11 month relationship, it was 4month ago, I am felling better, but every day was a meaningless day. I took care of myself well, but I lost my soul. After two months no contact, We got hang out last Sunday. We kissed and hugged each other like what we always did when we are still dating. That Sunday afternoon was the only day I fell was colorful and happy day since we broke up. I really wanna him back. I know no contact role is the only way can help me healing. But, I don't know how long the healing process take. I can't handle any longer . I just wanna him back.