Separated Against My Wishes.

I have been married for 20 years. I am now going through a separation. Two years ago i caught him having an inappropriate chat on facebook with a high school friend. When confronted He apologised and said He Felt terrible. 6 months i caught him texting a girl we work with. Yes we work together. He was sorry about that to and said he had crossed the line. He blames it on low self esteem and a big ego. After our last blow up He Moved out and says He Needs time to change himself in to a better person. We have 3 kids and he sees them and we still get along but are living in separate homes. He feels it will take several months to a year until He is ready to come back. I am very depressed and lonely.
Emdami Emdami
41-45, F
Sep 22, 2012