My husband and I have been together for six years and married for three.
We are currently going through a separation and it is possible that this will lead to divorce. There are days when I feel SO strong and know I'm going to get through it, but others where I totally second guess if this is the best decision.
I was the one who asked for a separation. My husband has been blowing through money that I want to use to put a down payment on a house and start a family. He says it isn't a priority of his.
I'm not as attracted to him as I used to be.
I feel like there is enough reason for us to separate and possibly divorce but I am SO scared.
All of my friends and family care about him and have asked me to reconsider. I feel totally alone in this decision and I feel like if I leave him, I'll end up alone.
I hate that I feel like I should go but feel so ill equipped to do this on my own.