Life On The B List.
I just got out of a 3 year affair with a married women, who I am absolutely crazy about. She's gorgeous and very sexy. Being divorced for 12 years and my ex with her foot on my financial throat I thought having a fling with someone married would be perfect. But it did take it's toll on me emotionally. At 1st it was fun and very hot. As time went on and the infatuation started to wear I found myself sliding down her priority scale. I was on the "B" list. I finally told her this wasn't doing it for me anymore. We're still pretty good friends, although I feel I need to be careful of what I say around her. That level of trust just isn't there anymore. But my love for her is.