Life On The B List.

I just got out of a 3 year affair with a married women, who I am absolutely crazy about. She's gorgeous and very sexy. Being divorced for 12 years and my ex with her foot on my financial throat I thought having a fling with someone married would be perfect. But it did take it's toll on me emotionally. At 1st it was fun and very hot. As time went on and the infatuation started to wear I found myself sliding down her priority scale. I was on the "B" list. I finally told her this wasn't doing it for me anymore. We're still pretty good friends, although I feel I need to be careful of what I say around her. That level of trust just isn't there anymore. But my love for her is.
vinonut vinonut
46-50, M
4 Responses Nov 28, 2010

HI I can totally feel ur pain on not being #1 in your love's life!<br />
Unfortunately some people have harsh views and forget that <br />
it most definitely takes two to tango. <br />
I wish you all the best and try to remember to take each day one day at a time <br />

You deserve to be in hell.

This is why you don't attach yourself to a MARRIED person. They, by definition, are more committed to your marriage than you, hence why they are married, not to you.

Oh; this breaks my heart...maybe you need to cut the ties to free yourself...x