Affair With My Soulmatei have been married for 17 years to a man whom i thought i loved. as the years went on, our differences surfaced and gradually i fell ou t of love with him. i felt this 5 years into the marriage, but i still tried to make it work. i concentrated on our daughter too, who is now 14 years old. for like the past ten years i stopped being intimate my husband. i kept rejecting his overtures and eventually he stopped.
i had my first boyfriend when i was in junior high school. we were together for a couple of months before we lost contact with each other. he got married early and has three kids now.
we met again after 29 years. we eventually got into an affair. it's been half a year now,nand going stronger every day.
i initially wanted to make our relationship casual, but eventually i found myself falling deeply in love with him. we match on all aspects, intellectually, emotionally, physically and sexually. he said he wanted us to grow old together, and we agreed that in two years, we will leave our respective spouses.
if only we could be together now, we would do it but i want to wait for my daughter to finish her high school studies first.
however, i find our arrangement very difficult because we're still involved with our own partners. whenever we need to part, it kills me every single time. it hurts to even imagine what he could be doing when were apart. he has been very assuring and does everythjing to assuage my fears. he gives me all the time he could give, and he calls me constantly throughout the day. i know in my heart he is sincere and loves me the way i love him.
i love him so much and i'm willing to wait for our time to be together to come. our situation is difficult but we just won't give each other up. i just love him like i've never loved anyone.
popcornlove 41-45, F 7 Responses 1 Oct 7, 2011