GOING Freakin Crazy

i HAVE NO PATIENCE, I DON'T WANT TO BE BOTHERED, I AM VIOLENT, I FEEL I AM NOTHING, I DON'T CARE HOW I LOOK, OR SMELL ANYMORE. I HATE MYSELF, I CAN'T TALK TO PEOPLE, I WANT TO RUN AWAY, I AM ABOUT TO CRACK LIKE WALNUT... PLEASE HELP ME SOMEONE................

BOOHOO42 BOOHOO42
41-45, F
6 Responses Mar 2, 2009

I know what you mean, i feel the same way. plus anxiety and panic attacks on top of that. You're probably like me we need to go to the doctor and get help. But anyway you're not alone in this

I agree with the other comments here. The most important thing you can do is to educate yourself about menopause ... both the effects and the available treatments. This does not have to destroy your life. It's simply another phase of your life. Women experience varying degrees of difficulty with it. If you don't feel comfortable with your doctor, find another one. But keep talking. Don't isolate yourself. You don't have to go through this alone.

Hi BOOHOO42<br />
yOU SOUND just like I diddo. Find a dr. who will hear you, not just listen. Menopause has been a terrible experience for me also. My dr. did hear me and has been my greatest supporter. I am on HRT and has been a life saver.There are times when you have to weigh lifes scales and decide which is worse, the pills and or sanity. Also have your thyroid checked many times. Keep fighting for your health and sanity.

you can talk to me too. i have many people that bring their problems to me, whatever they may be. i am only a few keystrokes away if you ever need somebody to talk to.<br />
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flight087

I HAVE NOT BEEN IN THIS SITE VERY LONG- ONLY A FEW DAYS. BUT YOU FINALLY CAME TO ME AND TALKED TO ME.. IT WAS GOOD. <br />
I DON'T CARE HOW YOU LOOK--- DON'T CARE HOW YOU SMELL.<br />
BUT IT MATTERS VERY VERY VERY MUCH TO ME--THAT YOU HATE YOURSELF,,,THINK THAT YOUR NOTHING. YOU ARE GOOD!! I AM A MALE, AND I READ THE OTHER STORY ABOUT MENOPAUSE. I HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 28 YRS. NOW. I KNOW THAT MENOPAUSE CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE -- IT SUKKS!!! DON'T CRACK...LIKE A WALNUT.YOU CAN TALK TO ME, OR OTHER PEOPLE I AM HERE TO TALK TO YOU. THERE ARE OTHERS TOO.<br />
BUY THE WAY---EVER CRACKED A PECAN? --A ALMOND? A BRIZIL NUT? I DO HAVE A WALNUT TREE IN MY YARD.<br />
YOU SEE WALNUTS ARE THE HARDEST TO GET TO-- BECAUSE THEY HAVE A HARD SKIN PROTECTING THE NUT<br />
iDO NOT GET DEPRESSED. TALK WITH ME OR OTHERS. !!!

There is help for you....see a doctor...see a therapist...you do not need to suffer like this all alone. Menopause, in my experience, is different for all of us. For some, a mere blip on the radar...for others a crushing blow...research, get among friends who are experiencing similar symptoms, get to a loving, understanding doctor and get some relief....<br />
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I know exactly where you are coming from...my meopause is a *****...as was my mother's....but you need not suffer alone....you are not alone....there are many of us out here....thanks for reaching out...peace...SS