So Difficult, But Definitely Worth It.

I've never had to go through something like this before. And I'm finding it very difficult to be strong when all I want is for him to be here with me. I see all the couples around me that get to spend time with each other, and it kills me. I want that.
The people that see him every day do not know how extremely lucky they are to have that opportunity. I would do anything and give anything to be with him.
We do get to skype, and I'll stay up all night just so I can talk to him.
He'll be coming home in June for his leave, and I'm counting down the days til I'll get to be with him.
briananoellove briananoellove
18-21, F
1 Response Feb 9, 2013

Most people cannot understand what it is like to be separated from their spouse and worry about life and death. Not to mentioned most military spouses are uprooted from their homes because they fell in love with someone who wanted to make a difference. I completely understand that feeling because I was enlisted for 10 years but then I got out and was a military spouse...let me tell you it was much easier being in and much easier being the one who deployed. Never forget you are really the one that has it the hardest but always remember to pray for his safety.

I definitely am praying that he'll come home to me safely. I worry every day that he's gone.